Kenneth Darren Cyrus
1908
Church Of The Holy Spirit
07 November, 2009
cause you remind me of the time~
hey ppl
yeah its been awhile anyways, the holiday has been boring and slacking. have been waking up at 2pm-3pm almost everyday. i dunno why. sleep patterns are weirder now. i suddenly have and interest in my game boy again haha. i guess too much stress got up to my head. well its been great hanging out. baby and i have been growing stronger together. haha trying to be the best we can for each other. im happy bout that (: our question game just rocks :) anyways had janice's birthday yesterday. went out to the singapore flyer to catch the awesome view of the marina district haha awesome and spectecular man! haha sorry for spelling. saw the oh so wonderful IR, marina barriage and the floating stadium haha. had chicken rice for dinner which was wooooo! wonderful hahaa. went to take neoprints.. obviously to everyone i have a ver deprive childhood. no happiness of taking prints with friends hahaha. anyways. all in all a good day. after that, i guess the lame-ness came back to me hahaha was going berserk with lame jokes and randomness on the train to amk. hahaha went to macs for supper and then sent baby home. gosh its been long since we both had good ALONE TIME! i dunno when the last time it was but it felt great i feel happy just knowing im with her hahaha.
anyways today woke up at 11am. went swimming with rae and jann. oh my MAMA! water was freezing. got up the minute i went in. was too cold and was shivering like mad. now my temperature is weird i feel warm but feel cold at same time. i really miss blogging just that i've been lazy haha seriously. hahah well rae intro-ed my to this new game called dragonwarriors: cobi's adventure. OMG it so rocks haha its like legend of zelda hahaha. anyways played poker with rae today and fish? is it called? bahaha very fun. shes good shes very good. professional ready hahaha. hard to read and hard to bluff. hahaha :) had a great dinner with both of them hha. then after that watched big mama house on tv. oh did i mention that she finally saw how i looked like when i was a baby?O.O omg i was so FAT. and now im so THIN hahaa. how? i have no clue?
yeah so i know i havent been blogging much.. havent had the mentality to blog i dunno why. but i wanna make b happy so im blogging now. well times going very fast and gosh its november ready. seems too fast. i still have CLB Olvls >:( so angry with freaking useless chinese. i swear i dunno why bother having exam for it when its not counted for the slip of paper that im gonna be using for the rest of my life. haha seriously.. chinese = waste time. well nowadays been thinking. poly OR lasalle. i dunno. poly courses are increasing alot and tourism is booming now and i dont mind doing design but those arent really my interest. im a com dick. well that means i'm bad with the computer. i have no idea how to to media designing or art. i kinda figured that being an interior or architectural designer will be a hassal in future and wil be a lot of work. science is out of the question lol? hahaha and aerospace engeneering?? what the hell is that? i dunno why there aint music in polys hahahaah well theres sonic arts in republic poly but sigh... its far away. and travel time is consuming. my interest lies in arts and well i know im good at that kind of arts. singing, music, intrumental. im good at it and i can learn fast. thats why i like waht i do haahh. and a three year crash course to get a degree sounds good hahaa. well we'll see what happens. i might have the change in thought next year. i guess my problem is that i love trying new things and experiencing them hahaha. games, adventures ahahah all those ah well:) typical fat me
have been VERY VERY HUNGRY LATELY. must be the weather haha. and at the same, im SICK of MACDONALS. i need and have a craving for swensons now hahaha.where all the money come from?? i shit out HAHAHAHA (inside joke haaha) anyways.. i dont wanna go school anymore.:(
hahaha anyways thats all
cheers
kenneth
yeah its been awhile anyways, the holiday has been boring and slacking. have been waking up at 2pm-3pm almost everyday. i dunno why. sleep patterns are weirder now. i suddenly have and interest in my game boy again haha. i guess too much stress got up to my head. well its been great hanging out. baby and i have been growing stronger together. haha trying to be the best we can for each other. im happy bout that (: our question game just rocks :) anyways had janice's birthday yesterday. went out to the singapore flyer to catch the awesome view of the marina district haha awesome and spectecular man! haha sorry for spelling. saw the oh so wonderful IR, marina barriage and the floating stadium haha. had chicken rice for dinner which was wooooo! wonderful hahaa. went to take neoprints.. obviously to everyone i have a ver deprive childhood. no happiness of taking prints with friends hahaha. anyways. all in all a good day. after that, i guess the lame-ness came back to me hahaha was going berserk with lame jokes and randomness on the train to amk. hahaha went to macs for supper and then sent baby home. gosh its been long since we both had good ALONE TIME! i dunno when the last time it was but it felt great i feel happy just knowing im with her hahaha.
anyways today woke up at 11am. went swimming with rae and jann. oh my MAMA! water was freezing. got up the minute i went in. was too cold and was shivering like mad. now my temperature is weird i feel warm but feel cold at same time. i really miss blogging just that i've been lazy haha seriously. hahah well rae intro-ed my to this new game called dragonwarriors: cobi's adventure. OMG it so rocks haha its like legend of zelda hahaha. anyways played poker with rae today and fish? is it called? bahaha very fun. shes good shes very good. professional ready hahaha. hard to read and hard to bluff. hahaha :) had a great dinner with both of them hha. then after that watched big mama house on tv. oh did i mention that she finally saw how i looked like when i was a baby?O.O omg i was so FAT. and now im so THIN hahaa. how? i have no clue?
yeah so i know i havent been blogging much.. havent had the mentality to blog i dunno why. but i wanna make b happy so im blogging now. well times going very fast and gosh its november ready. seems too fast. i still have CLB Olvls >:( so angry with freaking useless chinese. i swear i dunno why bother having exam for it when its not counted for the slip of paper that im gonna be using for the rest of my life. haha seriously.. chinese = waste time. well nowadays been thinking. poly OR lasalle. i dunno. poly courses are increasing alot and tourism is booming now and i dont mind doing design but those arent really my interest. im a com dick. well that means i'm bad with the computer. i have no idea how to to media designing or art. i kinda figured that being an interior or architectural designer will be a hassal in future and wil be a lot of work. science is out of the question lol? hahaha and aerospace engeneering?? what the hell is that? i dunno why there aint music in polys hahahaah well theres sonic arts in republic poly but sigh... its far away. and travel time is consuming. my interest lies in arts and well i know im good at that kind of arts. singing, music, intrumental. im good at it and i can learn fast. thats why i like waht i do haahh. and a three year crash course to get a degree sounds good hahaa. well we'll see what happens. i might have the change in thought next year. i guess my problem is that i love trying new things and experiencing them hahaha. games, adventures ahahah all those ah well:) typical fat me
have been VERY VERY HUNGRY LATELY. must be the weather haha. and at the same, im SICK of MACDONALS. i need and have a craving for swensons now hahaha.where all the money come from?? i shit out HAHAHAHA (inside joke haaha) anyways.. i dont wanna go school anymore.:(
hahaha anyways thats all
cheers
kenneth
30 October, 2009
my hearts beats for only you
hey ppl.
well the exams are over.. however it doesnt feel that way. CLB O's what is that?? hmm?? i wonder hahaha. well there is still one more exam and i guess i can relax at this point. well at least the Ns and the most important O is over. and well the O lvl maths didnt go so well... missed out the last two questions and it was ****ed. im so pissed at myself and i wish i could do it again. as in the paper. i wish i had done better and i wish my stomach wouldnt always be a bitch at the wrong time. wewll i hope my paper 1 gets me up o at least a b4.
well time time time. thats all i have left. if i make it up to next year im ugging every single day. i cant bare to screw my future up because i love to sleep and slack. who know what will happen in the future. i just hope i'll still be sane. im quite messed up now. the only thing i feel very unusual bout me is that i feel like studying but at the same time im lazy. yet weird/ retarted/ loony. i dont care but wow it feels weird when the exams are over, you're already in the zone to study haha. its like 3/4 of my life in sec 4 has been done with nothing but slack, sleeping in class, ponning lessons and all and then boom when the exam comes, i suddenly remember everything. i memorised 2 years worth of science, chem and physics in three days i dont even know how i did it. i hardly study for maths for Ns and it was like i was doing a normal practice. i guess when you have a goal in mind you tend to do crazy things hahaha. all i was thinking was to do baby proud i guess. felt i wasnt doing enough for her so i guess thats why i wanted to do well but well haha i hope she does too. i want her to do well and not be a burden to her in future. being in NA is quite sad but to make it out in the future successful. wow that will be good haha. what should i do now god?
cheers
kenneth
well the exams are over.. however it doesnt feel that way. CLB O's what is that?? hmm?? i wonder hahaha. well there is still one more exam and i guess i can relax at this point. well at least the Ns and the most important O is over. and well the O lvl maths didnt go so well... missed out the last two questions and it was ****ed. im so pissed at myself and i wish i could do it again. as in the paper. i wish i had done better and i wish my stomach wouldnt always be a bitch at the wrong time. wewll i hope my paper 1 gets me up o at least a b4.
well time time time. thats all i have left. if i make it up to next year im ugging every single day. i cant bare to screw my future up because i love to sleep and slack. who know what will happen in the future. i just hope i'll still be sane. im quite messed up now. the only thing i feel very unusual bout me is that i feel like studying but at the same time im lazy. yet weird/ retarted/ loony. i dont care but wow it feels weird when the exams are over, you're already in the zone to study haha. its like 3/4 of my life in sec 4 has been done with nothing but slack, sleeping in class, ponning lessons and all and then boom when the exam comes, i suddenly remember everything. i memorised 2 years worth of science, chem and physics in three days i dont even know how i did it. i hardly study for maths for Ns and it was like i was doing a normal practice. i guess when you have a goal in mind you tend to do crazy things hahaha. all i was thinking was to do baby proud i guess. felt i wasnt doing enough for her so i guess thats why i wanted to do well but well haha i hope she does too. i want her to do well and not be a burden to her in future. being in NA is quite sad but to make it out in the future successful. wow that will be good haha. what should i do now god?
cheers
kenneth
19 October, 2009
now and forever
hey ppl. well firstly, i wanna give you big shout out to my girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. AND HAPPY 10TH MONTH. im sorry for the very late reply on this dead blog. and thank you for helping me make it lively. b, youre the best thanks for everything. hope you had an awesome 16th birthday.
well the day that she became 16 was awesome. we all went to science centre during lunch time. met rae at amk for breakfast/lunch. then mrt-ed down to jurong east. i swear it was damn long. watching paramore vids on the train was a good way to kill time. rae is in love with hayley's hair hahah. i think the fire red will go nice on rae too hahaa. DYE IT! haha.
reached jurong east station. had ALOT of time to kill. so we walked and walked around the central for awhile. looking for what colour is nice for my hair... i dunno whats so wrong with me dyeing my hair. ah nevermind... waited for 2 freaking hours for janice and edrick to come to jurong east... damn irritating..and they can just walk pass us. god.... anyways went to science centre and then play around with the stuff there. very educational... i have to say. sick stuff like roaches too gross!!!!! haha
after that, we had a 2 hour bus ride to serangoon. retarded things on the bus. then we bus-ed down to chomp chomp. whooo food there is awesome. had sambal stingray, lalalalalalalalala~ hahaa and chilie KANGKONG!! wah damn shiok! hahaa i wanna eat again.after that, bus-ed home and send rae back. i love you baby hope you enjoyed you birthday yeah (K)
cheers
kenneth
well the day that she became 16 was awesome. we all went to science centre during lunch time. met rae at amk for breakfast/lunch. then mrt-ed down to jurong east. i swear it was damn long. watching paramore vids on the train was a good way to kill time. rae is in love with hayley's hair hahah. i think the fire red will go nice on rae too hahaa. DYE IT! haha.
reached jurong east station. had ALOT of time to kill. so we walked and walked around the central for awhile. looking for what colour is nice for my hair... i dunno whats so wrong with me dyeing my hair. ah nevermind... waited for 2 freaking hours for janice and edrick to come to jurong east... damn irritating..and they can just walk pass us. god.... anyways went to science centre and then play around with the stuff there. very educational... i have to say. sick stuff like roaches too gross!!!!! haha
after that, we had a 2 hour bus ride to serangoon. retarded things on the bus. then we bus-ed down to chomp chomp. whooo food there is awesome. had sambal stingray, lalalalalalalalala~ hahaa and chilie KANGKONG!! wah damn shiok! hahaa i wanna eat again.after that, bus-ed home and send rae back. i love you baby hope you enjoyed you birthday yeah (K)
cheers
kenneth
09 October, 2009
Everytime we say goodbye,
I wish I had one more kiss! I'll wait for you, I promise you.
Teehee, happy eleventh!
Time passes so fast, we're growing oldddddddddd. And it's a month away to a year!
And and and, soon, 6 years would pass... Then you-know-I-know!
Yaypidoodles :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hey sweetheart, don't be so upset about what-we're-talking-about-now-on-msn, alright? We all go through the same things at this age, cause almost all of our intentions are the same. We'd want to hangout with friends more than with family. Agreed? Think of this, when we grow older and look back, you'd laugh at how silly we are. (haha, you're laughing now right?! if not, smile!) Kay babe? Cheer up yawsxcz. Ultra-sumetra hug and kiss to take away the anger.
With so much loveeeeeee to drown you in,
Rae!
Teehee, happy eleventh!Time passes so fast, we're growing oldddddddddd. And it's a month away to a year!
And and and, soon, 6 years would pass... Then you-know-I-know!
Yaypidoodles :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hey sweetheart, don't be so upset about what-we're-talking-about-now-on-msn, alright? We all go through the same things at this age, cause almost all of our intentions are the same. We'd want to hangout with friends more than with family. Agreed? Think of this, when we grow older and look back, you'd laugh at how silly we are. (haha, you're laughing now right?! if not, smile!) Kay babe? Cheer up yawsxcz. Ultra-sumetra hug and kiss to take away the anger.
With so much loveeeeeee to drown you in,
Rae!
08 October, 2009
what goes around comes around
hey ppl well this week has been really stressful because of the Nlvl exam. well the more i think of it, the faster its actually being over. i've left two more papers. POA and DNT haha yeah two short letter words HAHA. well mug mug mug. the year is ending and well im still thinking what to do after it. you see there is a part of me who wants to do well and do everyone proud. go sec 5 and mug and die there. or shatec and cook and earn a living ah well... haha
anyways the papers have been good so far. maths was simple. science was surprisingly alright. english and ss was okok. today's geog was far off the hardest. nearly died. hai... Com. Humans is gone for now. POA is time to shine. i can see the B3 infront now HAHA. ah well anyways baby. i know you've been studying hard and all and thank you for accompanying me, through it all. i love you and i'll do whatever it takes to make you proud. honey i hope this blog will make you smile. i love you. anyways love. study hard k? im here supporting you from behind haha.
well for me now:) im happy. i feel so proud of myself for studying so hard. i've never chiong likethis before. it feels so refreshing amazingly. like the adrenaline is there and whenever im not doing anything... its wipely fainting. so tired when i dont study. i guess once a slacker always a slacker eh haha. not used to the hard work. im really proud with my science and maths. because for science i've neverm mugged it like that in my life. i cramped 2 years worth of memorization of theory in three days... both physics and chem. 12 hours of studying HAHA. shiok BODOH! my maths has been awesome during the exam. i've never had this easy of a test. i calculated that my score/grade will be A1 or 2. paper 1 was DAMN EASY! paper two here and there was tricky but managable. geog however was hard. it was so hard even everyone was pissed bout it. rivers and development. well i gotta say studying geog is like me being dared to go to the girl's bathroom.. never going to do. hahaha
anyways time studying with love was great. 7am morning mug till evening has been awesome and refreshing and good HAHA. well sucks being the one with one more extra year but ahwell.. i'll work hard. i've also promised to blog bout other things. no more mushy thing... no one tag me.. bloody hell!. :( okay well. yeah weeks been great. hoping for more nice things after the stress is over :)
cheers
kenneth
anyways the papers have been good so far. maths was simple. science was surprisingly alright. english and ss was okok. today's geog was far off the hardest. nearly died. hai... Com. Humans is gone for now. POA is time to shine. i can see the B3 infront now HAHA. ah well anyways baby. i know you've been studying hard and all and thank you for accompanying me, through it all. i love you and i'll do whatever it takes to make you proud. honey i hope this blog will make you smile. i love you. anyways love. study hard k? im here supporting you from behind haha.
well for me now:) im happy. i feel so proud of myself for studying so hard. i've never chiong likethis before. it feels so refreshing amazingly. like the adrenaline is there and whenever im not doing anything... its wipely fainting. so tired when i dont study. i guess once a slacker always a slacker eh haha. not used to the hard work. im really proud with my science and maths. because for science i've neverm mugged it like that in my life. i cramped 2 years worth of memorization of theory in three days... both physics and chem. 12 hours of studying HAHA. shiok BODOH! my maths has been awesome during the exam. i've never had this easy of a test. i calculated that my score/grade will be A1 or 2. paper 1 was DAMN EASY! paper two here and there was tricky but managable. geog however was hard. it was so hard even everyone was pissed bout it. rivers and development. well i gotta say studying geog is like me being dared to go to the girl's bathroom.. never going to do. hahaha
anyways time studying with love was great. 7am morning mug till evening has been awesome and refreshing and good HAHA. well sucks being the one with one more extra year but ahwell.. i'll work hard. i've also promised to blog bout other things. no more mushy thing... no one tag me.. bloody hell!. :( okay well. yeah weeks been great. hoping for more nice things after the stress is over :)
cheers
kenneth
22 September, 2009
could it be...?
hey ppl again
its been a darn long freaking bloody *^(%&$&*(& time since i blogged. sorry bout the major delay in time and life. i know some people are dying to read up on the post again. sorry baby for not keeping my promise.
okay anyways first of all i wanna give a great shout out to the most magnificent woman in the whole universe. and this is what im gonna say...
its been a darn long freaking bloody *^(%&$&*(& time since i blogged. sorry bout the major delay in time and life. i know some people are dying to read up on the post again. sorry baby for not keeping my promise.
okay anyways first of all i wanna give a great shout out to the most magnificent woman in the whole universe. and this is what im gonna say...
HAPPY 10TH MONTH BABY!!!!!!!!
you've been the most gorgeous, most sexy, most loving girlfriend ever. and baby i love you till the ends of the earth. i knew the moment i met you that we were for each other.. somehow HAHA. but well yeah:) through all the pain and torture and all the wild beatings and bites, i really have to say, it makes me fall deeply in love with you:) i love you honey forever!!!!!!
okay back to where we were.alright. well as per said, my 10th month with my most beloved had just been over. and well yeah we've been doing good. well as for the school shit. i hate it to bits. well prelims are over. thats the good news. results so far. not as good. i didnt make the cut out point and may not be able to make it to next year if i slack even more. STUDY KENNETH! okay well N lvl has started. English and Social studies are done and well its was rather average.. for both tgt. it was here and there and might as well say nowhere. but i'll do my very best for my baby. well i've been thinking maybe cooking is the life i should take. but as i think further into life... it seems well...i dont wanna take my chance.. to repeat over the same shit again in sec school. and yeah i wanna join baby in poly. and chase all the F-ed up looking shit guys who might go after her. as i promise her from my heart, i'll protect her. so if any F-ed up guy wanna take my girl. have lunch with me cause i'll give you a knuckle sandwitch!
okay well so far my studies are well of average. i know i can do it if i try abit harder. but well after all the stress from parents and school.. studies feels like the last resort right now. not saying i wont study.. but just not now. maybe right before the exam starts the kinda thing. but i aint giving up. man if only i worked abit harder last year and well start of this year. more and more events are coming up and well.. i dunno if i can cope. right now.. there's a request for a bunch of us to sing in singout09. damn it.. really i feel like not singing ready seriously. i faced up to reality and that maybe performing arts is not for me. not say im the best singer in the world but well.. i dont think i can go far with it. well one things for sure. i aint backing out for my promises. i'll do whatever it takes to keep them and all:) right baby? haha
well 6 years more to go till the big day. i know we can make it. even if a thousand and one guys come after you. only one will take you. and thats ME! i know i havent been the most... unjealous type of guy around and i may have my own opinions on it. but baby you know its all human nature yeah? but baby in my heart i know youre always mine and im always yours no matter what. angels can come down and bring me to heaven. or any demon can come bring me to hell. i'll stay put where i am and thats in your heart baby. i love you:) sorry i havent blogged in awhile. but heres that :) hahaa love you baby
cheers
kenneth
07 September, 2009
Lucky to have been where we have been,
Hi smelly. Aren't you touched (to the max) that I'm blogging for you and to you? Well, you'd better be. Haha! Anyway, today's been an awesome day spent with you, I really had a good time. Look after yourself for the next three days and I know you'll be fine because we have our plans! :) I'm gonna see you on Thursday, in one fine big perfect piece. So don't you worry about me :) Well. Take care, 'cause I really got to go already.
Bye, love you!
Xoxo,
your most awesome girlf!
Bye, love you!
Xoxo,
your most awesome girlf!
02 September, 2009
Heeheehoohoohaahaa
Awesome!I bet, suddenly, you just love me even more already! :P
its been a long long time~
hello ppl again.
okay i havent posted for the last week.. and i got alot of catching up to do. whoo this is gonna be hard. okay forgive me for not being able to remember everything okay?...
well as weeks pass, exams are drawing nearer.. to be honest. their already here. next week is the N lvl examination and poof!>< i hate it. stupid seriously. study study study. im getting worried now. well why shouldnt i be... ive been studying less this year then ever. i really hope i can buck up. well things have been quieter around me now. school is become a chore and a bore( ooo it rhymes.) friends.. well feel like their drifting away. never had this feeling before. both sides.. i guess school and church. haven't seen the gang for awhile. i guess its because of tuition but damn no choice right. exam this year for everyone. very important. all the friends i got from SJI, Raffles, Nanyang... everyone seems to be busy with their own things. it sad.. though... it feels like how everything changed after i left. i really hope this year there will be a chalet again. bring everyone back to how it used to be :) hha
speaking of happy. baby and i have been really happy with each other haha. damn this post is becoming a compo:p well yeah i guess after 9 months of being tgt.. things really are becoming like how they should be when we are in our 20s. haha i guess now we really are feeling the pressure of the studying shit. to get a good job so we can settle a nice home and all our wants and needs. haha i gotta live up to that expectation. i dont wanna be a slacker anyhow... to change i guess to the books. i wanna have a goo life with my love and well i guess i need to pull up my socks and go study. but how?? well passed only 4 subs for my prelim... sad to say all 4 is close to 19 points ready.. around 17-18ish bad bad. im worried no sec 5na for me. well if i have no choice SHATEC then.. i dont wanna go overseas to study. cooking it is i guess if anything goes wrong. i hope i still do well in the end this year. hoping for the best. i dont wanna disappoint rae. she's been my light ever since we started knowing each other. she is the last person on earth i wana disappoint. i love you sweetie. choir has been stressful? an tough. damn song is really getting on my nerve. bass part is getting tricky now with having only 4ppl sing one song. and its low. well nothing to complain bout that. but well time aint flexible lah. i dont feel like singing much these days. music.. i rather listen.. but where got time? i gotta study. i shouldve listened eh? haha GOD can you help me still through this. yknow the feeling when everyone seems to be busy with their own things and mindful bout their own stuff. sigh... i think im gonna loose friends again.
well next week is september hols... rae's going malacca with family. have fun sweetie. sorry i cant come. yeah cant go. parent.... sorry hun really. anyways bloody exams moe put the Nlvl SS/ MT/ Eng on 7,8, 9 of sept. which drains everything. die! one more week and then hell. sigh. i wish i had more time. sad to say i cant regret now. do the best i can! be postive! well god if youre hearing me... give me strength please. L3 camp this sat... gonna be a tiring day again. study after that + lunch :D haha happy happy. i love you rae so so much!
cheers
kenneth
okay i havent posted for the last week.. and i got alot of catching up to do. whoo this is gonna be hard. okay forgive me for not being able to remember everything okay?...
well as weeks pass, exams are drawing nearer.. to be honest. their already here. next week is the N lvl examination and poof!>< i hate it. stupid seriously. study study study. im getting worried now. well why shouldnt i be... ive been studying less this year then ever. i really hope i can buck up. well things have been quieter around me now. school is become a chore and a bore( ooo it rhymes.) friends.. well feel like their drifting away. never had this feeling before. both sides.. i guess school and church. haven't seen the gang for awhile. i guess its because of tuition but damn no choice right. exam this year for everyone. very important. all the friends i got from SJI, Raffles, Nanyang... everyone seems to be busy with their own things. it sad.. though... it feels like how everything changed after i left. i really hope this year there will be a chalet again. bring everyone back to how it used to be :) hha
speaking of happy. baby and i have been really happy with each other haha. damn this post is becoming a compo:p well yeah i guess after 9 months of being tgt.. things really are becoming like how they should be when we are in our 20s. haha i guess now we really are feeling the pressure of the studying shit. to get a good job so we can settle a nice home and all our wants and needs. haha i gotta live up to that expectation. i dont wanna be a slacker anyhow... to change i guess to the books. i wanna have a goo life with my love and well i guess i need to pull up my socks and go study. but how?? well passed only 4 subs for my prelim... sad to say all 4 is close to 19 points ready.. around 17-18ish bad bad. im worried no sec 5na for me. well if i have no choice SHATEC then.. i dont wanna go overseas to study. cooking it is i guess if anything goes wrong. i hope i still do well in the end this year. hoping for the best. i dont wanna disappoint rae. she's been my light ever since we started knowing each other. she is the last person on earth i wana disappoint. i love you sweetie. choir has been stressful? an tough. damn song is really getting on my nerve. bass part is getting tricky now with having only 4ppl sing one song. and its low. well nothing to complain bout that. but well time aint flexible lah. i dont feel like singing much these days. music.. i rather listen.. but where got time? i gotta study. i shouldve listened eh? haha GOD can you help me still through this. yknow the feeling when everyone seems to be busy with their own things and mindful bout their own stuff. sigh... i think im gonna loose friends again.
well next week is september hols... rae's going malacca with family. have fun sweetie. sorry i cant come. yeah cant go. parent.... sorry hun really. anyways bloody exams moe put the Nlvl SS/ MT/ Eng on 7,8, 9 of sept. which drains everything. die! one more week and then hell. sigh. i wish i had more time. sad to say i cant regret now. do the best i can! be postive! well god if youre hearing me... give me strength please. L3 camp this sat... gonna be a tiring day again. study after that + lunch :D haha happy happy. i love you rae so so much!
cheers
kenneth
its been a long long time~
hello ppl again.
okay i havent posted for the last week.. and i got alot of catching up to do. whoo this is gonna be hard. okay forgive me for not being able to remember everything okay?...
well as weeks pass, exams are drawing nearer.. to be honest. their already here. next week is the N lvl examination and poof!>< i hate it. stupid seriously. study study study. im getting worried now. well why shouldnt i be... ive been studying less this year then ever. i really hope i can buck up. well things have been quieter around me now. school is become a chore and a bore( ooo it rhymes.) friends.. well feel like their drifting away. never had this feeling before. both sides.. i guess school and church. haven't seen the gang for awhile. i guess its because of tuition but damn no choice right. exam this year for everyone. very important. all the friends i got from SJI, Raffles, Nanyang... everyone seems to be busy with their own things. it sad.. though... it feels like how everything changed after i left. i really hope this year there will be a chalet again. bring everyone back to how it used to be :) hha
speaking of happy. baby and i have been really happy with each other haha. damn this post is becoming a compo:p well yeah i guess after 9 months of being tgt.. things really are becoming like how they should be when we are in our 20s. haha i guess now we really are feeling the pressure of the studying shit. to get a good job so we can settle a nice home and all our wants and needs. haha i gotta live up to that expectation. i dont wanna be a slacker anyhow... to change i guess to the books. i wanna have a goo life with my love and well i guess i need to pull up my socks and go study. but how?? well passed only 4 subs for my prelim... sad to say all 4 is close to 19 points ready.. around 17-18ish bad bad. im worried no sec 5na for me. well if i have no choice SHATEC then.. i dont wanna go overseas to study. cooking it is i guess if anything goes wrong. i hope i still do well in the end this year. hoping for the best. i dont wanna disappoint rae. she's been my light ever since we started knowing each other. she is the last person on earth i wana disappoint. i love you sweetie. choir has been stressful? an tough. damn song is really getting on my nerve. bass part is getting tricky now with having only 4ppl sing one song. and its low. well nothing to complain bout that. but well time aint flexible lah. i dont feel like singing much these days. music.. i rather listen.. but where got time? i gotta study. i shouldve listened eh? haha GOD can you help me still through this. yknow the feeling when everyone seems to be busy with their own things and mindful bout their own stuff. sigh... i think im gonna loose friends again.
well next week is september hols... rae's going malacca with family. have fun sweetie. sorry i cant come. yeah cant go. parent.... sorry hun really. anyways bloody exams moe put the Nlvl SS/ MT/ Eng on 7,8, 9 of sept. which drains everything. die! one more week and then hell. sigh. i wish i had more time. sad to say i cant regret now. do the best i can! be postive! well god if youre hearing me... give me strength please. L3 camp this sat... gonna be a tiring day again. study after that + lunch :D haha happy happy. i love you rae so so much!
cheers
kenneth
okay i havent posted for the last week.. and i got alot of catching up to do. whoo this is gonna be hard. okay forgive me for not being able to remember everything okay?...
well as weeks pass, exams are drawing nearer.. to be honest. their already here. next week is the N lvl examination and poof!>< i hate it. stupid seriously. study study study. im getting worried now. well why shouldnt i be... ive been studying less this year then ever. i really hope i can buck up. well things have been quieter around me now. school is become a chore and a bore( ooo it rhymes.) friends.. well feel like their drifting away. never had this feeling before. both sides.. i guess school and church. haven't seen the gang for awhile. i guess its because of tuition but damn no choice right. exam this year for everyone. very important. all the friends i got from SJI, Raffles, Nanyang... everyone seems to be busy with their own things. it sad.. though... it feels like how everything changed after i left. i really hope this year there will be a chalet again. bring everyone back to how it used to be :) hha
speaking of happy. baby and i have been really happy with each other haha. damn this post is becoming a compo:p well yeah i guess after 9 months of being tgt.. things really are becoming like how they should be when we are in our 20s. haha i guess now we really are feeling the pressure of the studying shit. to get a good job so we can settle a nice home and all our wants and needs. haha i gotta live up to that expectation. i dont wanna be a slacker anyhow... to change i guess to the books. i wanna have a goo life with my love and well i guess i need to pull up my socks and go study. but how?? well passed only 4 subs for my prelim... sad to say all 4 is close to 19 points ready.. around 17-18ish bad bad. im worried no sec 5na for me. well if i have no choice SHATEC then.. i dont wanna go overseas to study. cooking it is i guess if anything goes wrong. i hope i still do well in the end this year. hoping for the best. i dont wanna disappoint rae. she's been my light ever since we started knowing each other. she is the last person on earth i wana disappoint. i love you sweetie. choir has been stressful? an tough. damn song is really getting on my nerve. bass part is getting tricky now with having only 4ppl sing one song. and its low. well nothing to complain bout that. but well time aint flexible lah. i dont feel like singing much these days. music.. i rather listen.. but where got time? i gotta study. i shouldve listened eh? haha GOD can you help me still through this. yknow the feeling when everyone seems to be busy with their own things and mindful bout their own stuff. sigh... i think im gonna loose friends again.
well next week is september hols... rae's going malacca with family. have fun sweetie. sorry i cant come. yeah cant go. parent.... sorry hun really. anyways bloody exams moe put the Nlvl SS/ MT/ Eng on 7,8, 9 of sept. which drains everything. die! one more week and then hell. sigh. i wish i had more time. sad to say i cant regret now. do the best i can! be postive! well god if youre hearing me... give me strength please. L3 camp this sat... gonna be a tiring day again. study after that + lunch :D haha happy happy. i love you rae so so much!
cheers
kenneth
18 August, 2009
I'd rather be with you
you have no idea how amazingly happy i am with my life now. the friends, the family, the relationships and the love. its really amazing. i can never imagine how this low troubled emo kid could be transformed into an opened up person who smiles haha :D thank you love for everything you've done for me.
well i have to say. saturday is the one and only thing in my life that has ever happened in my life. and guess what my beloved planned it all for me. it saturday 15/08 at around 3.45pm, baby came over to my house to have an alone planned "swim" with me. at first she went to meet up with her "classmate" at J8 before coming. well around 4.15pm we FINALLY went down to the pool side. she made me do the most funny things ever. you know i was blindfolded, and was made to carry her up the staircase leading to the swimming pool. i was oh my gosh. up the stairs?? hahhaa i did it eventually. blinded folded and walking with the guide of my love, we finally stopped and as she pulled the towel off my head. i heard a familiar scream and the i saw CAKE?! after washing off the cake from my face, i cant believe i saw my everyone.. every friend i knew there infront of me. haha. i cant believed i was that blur to not noticed that rae had planned a surprised party for me. but really to my surprise, i couldnt believe there were gonna be so many ppl the to celebrate for me. haha i was really touching. well opened 4 presents there. first was a box. a pink box. in my mind i was " i hope something doesnt come out and scare me"... but when i opened it. it was filled with hannah montana, HSM and all the most disgustingly girly things imaginable.i stared at them and they were laughing at me. THANK GOD! IT WAS NOT THE ORIGINAL PRESENT AHAHA. it was just to disturb me. ewww. well ivan got me a guns and roses tshirt which i swear was aweseom haha. gerald and the guys from school got me a converse wallet. hahaa thank god they did and thank you. and of course my one and only baby. made a nice memory book for me which contained everything that was important to both out hearts :) i can't say what was inside but really it made me cry.
after all that, went back to my place to get cards and when i saw the layout of food on the table i was like... ' eh my mum having her party he...WAITTTT! oh my god!!!' ahaha it was damn funny. you see my mother told me that she was having a party with her friends and that she was cooking for that. but instead, she was cooking for my party ahah. i was shocked ahaha speechless. went down after that play cards, badminton and watch them play blind mice. went back to watch hollow man, which was scaryand boring to nuts hahaha ate dinner(which was awesome mum thanks :) ) and then had cake. sang the birthday song in like 3 diff varieties. and then took photos haha awesome. at 8.45pm we went down to swim while some of church ppl had to go back home. said our goodbyes and then swam with classmates till like 9.30pm went back bathed, and chatted with baby before she went home. brought her back and then said my goodbyes to her and went home. i swear she is the best girlfriend a guy could every have.
sunday was good:) i was still happy from saturdays big day. went to church at around 730am had duty. first thing in the morning, cathecist needed help already. i swear they like... UGH! irritating. but cant do anything. must help lor. so helped lor. mass with glen and baby was retarded. and then lunched with them. had chicken rice and then ate ice kachang:D shiok bodoh! hahaha. went to nicholas first year birthday. i swear he damn cute haha. then went back to rae's place. haha had a nice time looking through her baby photos haha so cute i swear. hha had kfc for dinner and then went home.
yesterday. i felt weird in the morning, stomach was really bloated and pain. had very bad gastric.. reported sick at 10am. went docs in the morning. got meds and then went home to eat them and sleep. baby came over at 2pm. found out i had fever. was really angry at myself to leave her alone for so long. im sorry hun i really am but im feeling better now okay :D was really weak and head was spinning badly. im really sorry love
well baby i'm feeling better now. and with your love, i'll be better than normal :D haha i lvoe you loads (L)
cheers
kenneth
well i have to say. saturday is the one and only thing in my life that has ever happened in my life. and guess what my beloved planned it all for me. it saturday 15/08 at around 3.45pm, baby came over to my house to have an alone planned "swim" with me. at first she went to meet up with her "classmate" at J8 before coming. well around 4.15pm we FINALLY went down to the pool side. she made me do the most funny things ever. you know i was blindfolded, and was made to carry her up the staircase leading to the swimming pool. i was oh my gosh. up the stairs?? hahhaa i did it eventually. blinded folded and walking with the guide of my love, we finally stopped and as she pulled the towel off my head. i heard a familiar scream and the i saw CAKE?! after washing off the cake from my face, i cant believe i saw my everyone.. every friend i knew there infront of me. haha. i cant believed i was that blur to not noticed that rae had planned a surprised party for me. but really to my surprise, i couldnt believe there were gonna be so many ppl the to celebrate for me. haha i was really touching. well opened 4 presents there. first was a box. a pink box. in my mind i was " i hope something doesnt come out and scare me"... but when i opened it. it was filled with hannah montana, HSM and all the most disgustingly girly things imaginable.i stared at them and they were laughing at me. THANK GOD! IT WAS NOT THE ORIGINAL PRESENT AHAHA. it was just to disturb me. ewww. well ivan got me a guns and roses tshirt which i swear was aweseom haha. gerald and the guys from school got me a converse wallet. hahaa thank god they did and thank you. and of course my one and only baby. made a nice memory book for me which contained everything that was important to both out hearts :) i can't say what was inside but really it made me cry.
after all that, went back to my place to get cards and when i saw the layout of food on the table i was like... ' eh my mum having her party he...WAITTTT! oh my god!!!' ahaha it was damn funny. you see my mother told me that she was having a party with her friends and that she was cooking for that. but instead, she was cooking for my party ahah. i was shocked ahaha speechless. went down after that play cards, badminton and watch them play blind mice. went back to watch hollow man, which was scaryand boring to nuts hahaha ate dinner(which was awesome mum thanks :) ) and then had cake. sang the birthday song in like 3 diff varieties. and then took photos haha awesome. at 8.45pm we went down to swim while some of church ppl had to go back home. said our goodbyes and then swam with classmates till like 9.30pm went back bathed, and chatted with baby before she went home. brought her back and then said my goodbyes to her and went home. i swear she is the best girlfriend a guy could every have.
sunday was good:) i was still happy from saturdays big day. went to church at around 730am had duty. first thing in the morning, cathecist needed help already. i swear they like... UGH! irritating. but cant do anything. must help lor. so helped lor. mass with glen and baby was retarded. and then lunched with them. had chicken rice and then ate ice kachang:D shiok bodoh! hahaha. went to nicholas first year birthday. i swear he damn cute haha. then went back to rae's place. haha had a nice time looking through her baby photos haha so cute i swear. hha had kfc for dinner and then went home.
yesterday. i felt weird in the morning, stomach was really bloated and pain. had very bad gastric.. reported sick at 10am. went docs in the morning. got meds and then went home to eat them and sleep. baby came over at 2pm. found out i had fever. was really angry at myself to leave her alone for so long. im sorry hun i really am but im feeling better now okay :D was really weak and head was spinning badly. im really sorry love
well baby i'm feeling better now. and with your love, i'll be better than normal :D haha i lvoe you loads (L)
cheers
kenneth
14 August, 2009
I would die for you on skyway avenue
well where do i start?
okay haha. well last friday i didnt go school. slept till aroun 9am? i think. met up with baby. went to the docs and then back to my place. school friends came over to chill and have fun haha. played bit of cards. taidi and poker(no $$$ btw. played carpark catching. i swear damn fun ahahha. pizza for dinner was great. thanks ppl for chipping in. haha all in all a great day. haha i really gotta thank rae that day. she really gave me a blast and really made my day. i think seeing her that day really made me very very happy.
saturday, went over to rae's place to study. being with her and studying with her was really awesome. learn alot. man i really missed the old times when we used to go out and study. i guess not all things do come through. but the thought of being with her is just amazing haha. studied science for like 2 hours. then watched movie. watched i love you, man haha. it was an awesome show.. though alot of vulgarities, enjoyable. made me realise how much friends do count in life. hahaha :D made me happy watching it with baby. stayed until around 11+? haha cabbed home haha. thank god i had baby to keep me company till then haha went home and talk to hun before sleep.
sunday was good :D tuition was cancelled cause of National Day and well had the whole day to myself. spend time with baby around thomson. then went home to change and went to grandparents house while rae when to her aunts house. had chillie crab for dinner :D thank you grands haha you guys rock. watched the NDP with them and left around 930 after the s'pore idol. haha went home and slack. watch bit of jap drama and then talked to hun and sleep. monday was hols so met up with baby to study and well got a scolding for going home late :( ahwells.. got home and then rested
exams were over the weekdays till thrusday..
thursday. had dnt paper. after that, went home to change and went macs for lunch. after that, went fishing at east coast, bedok jetty. it was damn stressful haha waiting for a fish is really UGH!!! haha. gave up in the end. saw a water spout. super cool. went cycling and then wall climbing. i swear it was stupid. got home around 10 and then knocked out.
i swear i miss you hun. i missed you so much during this three days of not meeting. but i know my love for you has increase greatly. the more i think bout you, the more i wanna feel your face, your touch, your lips. i love you baby. i love you so much.
cheers
kenneth
okay haha. well last friday i didnt go school. slept till aroun 9am? i think. met up with baby. went to the docs and then back to my place. school friends came over to chill and have fun haha. played bit of cards. taidi and poker(no $$$ btw. played carpark catching. i swear damn fun ahahha. pizza for dinner was great. thanks ppl for chipping in. haha all in all a great day. haha i really gotta thank rae that day. she really gave me a blast and really made my day. i think seeing her that day really made me very very happy.
saturday, went over to rae's place to study. being with her and studying with her was really awesome. learn alot. man i really missed the old times when we used to go out and study. i guess not all things do come through. but the thought of being with her is just amazing haha. studied science for like 2 hours. then watched movie. watched i love you, man haha. it was an awesome show.. though alot of vulgarities, enjoyable. made me realise how much friends do count in life. hahaha :D made me happy watching it with baby. stayed until around 11+? haha cabbed home haha. thank god i had baby to keep me company till then haha went home and talk to hun before sleep.
sunday was good :D tuition was cancelled cause of National Day and well had the whole day to myself. spend time with baby around thomson. then went home to change and went to grandparents house while rae when to her aunts house. had chillie crab for dinner :D thank you grands haha you guys rock. watched the NDP with them and left around 930 after the s'pore idol. haha went home and slack. watch bit of jap drama and then talked to hun and sleep. monday was hols so met up with baby to study and well got a scolding for going home late :( ahwells.. got home and then rested
exams were over the weekdays till thrusday..
thursday. had dnt paper. after that, went home to change and went macs for lunch. after that, went fishing at east coast, bedok jetty. it was damn stressful haha waiting for a fish is really UGH!!! haha. gave up in the end. saw a water spout. super cool. went cycling and then wall climbing. i swear it was stupid. got home around 10 and then knocked out.
i swear i miss you hun. i missed you so much during this three days of not meeting. but i know my love for you has increase greatly. the more i think bout you, the more i wanna feel your face, your touch, your lips. i love you baby. i love you so much.
cheers
kenneth